hahah yeah that basically sums it up..

i am back at school now. i am really bored, it is like a sick joke. i am starting to feel anxious about making friends and all of the other situations that are occuring around me. i am also getting depressed because i dont have any books to read, so what is happening is my mind is actually able to think about how shitty my life is, as opposed to thinking about how shitty the author/narrator's life is. whatever.

sometimes its really sad to realize how pathetic your existence is

ummmmmm excuse me? yeahhh die.

blah im really bored and i want to become an alcoholic

im working at macys tomorrow and im nervous because its a new macys and a new department and ughhhh scaredddddddd!!! i have no social skills!

he made me smile so much that my face hurt

i am seriously depressed. something needs to be done about this. ASAP.

i was so much more chill in high school;; i was the stoner that didnt smoke and i didnt have a care in the world// BITCHEN.




hanging out with marianne and kenny g~ reflecting on the past;;;;

so today i woke up... and that was my first disappointment.